So I’ve started this a bazillion times in my mind. But the step forward, step backward, hesitation, upward surge, hesitation again and then meltdown over and over and over got me. And that pattern has gone on for . . . . um, years actually. Why do we humans hesitate when we feel like we are supposed to do something or we want to do something? All it takes is a start, right? Just a simple start. One paragraph. One sentence. One word. That’s all it takes to get going, to start a habit, to start something new. Do I have something anyone will ever want to read? Maybe not. But it feels good to me to get some thoughts out, and maybe a little bit of my story will tumble out too.